my mum wants me to see a doctor and i know i need to but i hate doctors and they scare the shit out of me so i keep putting it off.
in other news i think im going to apply to go to uni, i dont want to work at burgerking forever and i think i really need to move out and start over. im going to apply to be and early childhood teacher i got in last year but turned it down as i got a job and wanted to save but that obviously hasnt worked out only working 3 days a week so ill just get a student loan and pay it back later.
still havnt heard from any of my friends i just feel so alone and need someone to talk to but i have no one.
anyway thats the update for now. xoxo